Saturday, March 06, 2010, 3/06/2010 11:26:00 PM

that's it,i did my part.
its's all up to you now.
if not,im saying goodbye.
1.34pm

you replied,mistook me for another person.
clearly shows what this meant.
you claimed that you were busy.
ok,that's fine.
& said later free than sms you.
ok,no prob.
3.20pm

you came back after a few hours,
and got my name correct.
asked me if i was working ,as you wanted to treat me.
ICE CREAM?!
i said,its ok and im alr not working,
you said,next time perhaps?!
at amk hub.
i said sure,next time than.
7.24pm

&when's your next time going to be?!
END OF STORY.

im seriously asking myself.if i was right to contact you.
and i know that me and you is like totally impossible,
but i just cant control myself.
it wasnt so serious when i first met you,but it came worst after a few months.
sometimes,i just felt like erasing every single memory of you.but i know,i cant do it.
i said to let you go but now it isnt me not letting you go,
but its you that makes me hard to let go of you.
i had decided,one week shall be it,after that,im really gonna let you go.

ps-i've got so many things to tell my entertainer but he's not here!damn it.


&THAT LADY

My name is Melissa but i prefer people to call me kaiying<3 I'm a gift for my parents on march 5 & im currently 17. Currently studying at College East. Im a very dramatic person. I'll laugh& cry at the same time. There's only one place i'll go when im feeling very down. I'm a complete loser in relationships& i just cant handle them well. &Im a complete off-city area person,i could stay at home for days & a bet some ppl cant. Dramas are all of my life:) I love every single one of my friends& i know they'll always stay with me til the end. Tears are always the best soulmate for me but i dont admit that im weak, its just that im not strong either.
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