Saturday, May 29, 2010, 5/29/2010 11:11:00 PM
29 May!
Its a Saturday:)
Sort of last day of work today?Ironically,i only work for 2 days:)
hahahah.
Srsly,Taka is super packed.Its like everythings free de la!hahah.
I had been busy from the start of work till the end.lol.Didnt have time to go to the loo!hahah.& I SAW A BACKVIEW THAT LOOKS SRSLY LIKE MY BROTHER AFTER A FEW MINUTES, MEI AH!WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? I WAS LIKE LOL, ISNT IT OBVIOUS?IM WORKING!LOL!!!
Felt a lot after seeing you,I wrote this on the journey back home on my phone.
I really realised what love is blind meant. I always thought that there's somethings between us but today,i finally realised all those texts you texted means nothing at all. No matter how many ppl told me how many times that you aren't a good guy or that you're not worth my time. I basically just turn a deaf ear over it. Deep in my heart i actually know that i actually meant nothing to you. But i just continued to deceive myself over and over again. I have to see it myself and believe that you're just a bastard. I finally saw your true colours.I was really angry when someone told me somethings. Its then that i realized from the beginning its all just a game.No real feelings attached.I laughed at myself for being stupid/foolish to believe that you would only tell me things that others don't know. But i was wrong,very wrong.I srsly could prove that taking a person's number actually means nothing. I always tell myself and brainwash my mind that i don't like you at all.Its all just a stupid infatuation. But when night falls and everything around me turns quiet,I'll start to think deep and flashbacks starts to follow behind.I cant deny that when i saw you today,the first thing i felt was happy!Really happy and i'll start to smile to myself and do stupid stuffs.I knew that you had saw me so you purposely walked that way up,do you think i give a damn?Srsly,i do.I was still hoping that you'll come by and talk to me a little.In the end,you didn't.I realised that im not sad or what?This makes me even sure that i wont take long to move on:) I'm sick and tired of everything. No matter what,im gonna tell myself that that's the last indulgence of you. I'm not gonna hold onto you anymore so please let me go too! I really hope time will take everything bout you away and let me be free. Goodbye, S , I will be strong and not weep to bid you goodbye. I shall officially end this infatuation that lasted for more than half a year end here.I m not gonna think or talk about you anymore. When i really had learnt to let go , I'll always place you somewhere im my mind as a friend :) I'll always remember that whatever promise you made, never one came true. Once again, Goodbye!
誰都知道 要愛上一個人 也許只需要一秒鐘，一分鐘，也許一個小時。。。
但是要忘記一個人 也許不是那麼容易 也許要一輩子 也許永遠也忘不了
那麼它會慢慢的隨著時間流逝而淡化，學這習慣 退縮到記憶的角落 而在心裡面 卻留下一片永遠的烙記
是的，我說過 眼淚是騙不了自己的 明明還很愛他.
